Made my outfit today. Thinking about producing more:)
So let me down easy
If ever you were to leave
My love, let me down easy
For all I know is you
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Truuuu
I feel like an outsider in familiar places. I feel unrelated to reality. Panic and anxiety attacks become more often than not. I’ve lost the feeling of comfort. I pray for redemption from my fears. I pray to know love. GOD…is love. I pray to God, to find God. Love.
Take care
What if I was more than enough. If I overflowed with bravery and humility. Would I, then, then be free? Could I, then, be free? Should I, then, be free? ….dive.
I’mpatient
I promise I won’t do it.
I promise I won’t ruin.
I won’t be the one.
relationship built…just to be undone.
I won’t be the one.
See I did it once before…
See flirting got bored
& I wanted more
I become difficult and needy.
I want more of you,I’m greedy.
I wanted you to need me.
A text after a couple drinks,…
…….me wondering what you would think…
If I send this…will this relationship sink?
Fuck that, I won’t put myself in this situation
If it happens, you’ll have to do it, & I’m waiting…
I'mpatient
But me wanting more is really the problem…
but you’re the problem too…
I mean, you know what you do…
but I’ll let you choose…
because I don’t want to lose..
You already expressed to me that it doesn’t matter,
you’ll fuck with me forever
But maybe I should accept it for what it is,
I’m just so used to settling…
for an almost satisfied feeling
I lie to myself & its becoming revealing
Why do I have to control my heart?
When did this all start..?
Its getting hard to control, getting hard to manage…
But if I tell you, all I can think about is the damage
But its rare that I get this close
So if this ended, it would hurt the most
So I’ll leave this as it is…
but what is it?
Everybody sees something that is not there.
What is most attractive is that you don’t care.
& I won’t spare the moments that we share
So because I care, I’ll leave it here…
Ofcourse, I’ll wonder & fantasize
‘cause if I said I don’t want you…
that would be a lie
But that’s what I’ve been doing all this time.
‘cause I know together we’d shine.
I want to call you mine
but I guess I’ll have to settle then…
I guess we’ll remain friends.
…but…
I’m waiting
I'mpatient.
He thinks he’s being all clever trying to sneak up on me. Bless him. 😍🙊 #pug #pugs
Omg KILL ME
My “Black” Hair
my hair is thick
in the wind, it does not sway
but when I tug my coils, it relaxes me
I see an inch turn into four or five
It reminds me that I am alive
& even in my most stagnant of times…
I am growing.
Thank you black hair.
My “Black” Hair
my hair is thick
in the wind, it does not sway
but when I tug my coils, it relaxes me
I see an inch turn into four or five
It reminds me that I am alive
& even in my most stagnant of times…
I am growing.
Thank you black hair.
The best part about Jay Park is that every week, I wake up to a new video and song by him or featuring him that I love.
Yall really gone get sick of me posting about him but idc :)